Third wheel

I know this is my second blog today but i cant help it. I might not do a blog tommorow.  I felt like a third wheel for a past week. I can't tell anybody. I just feel like I am going to have to deal with. This person doesn't even barely talk to me. I guess this means this persons friendship with me is falling apart. Man i feel like crying right now. This person makes fun of something. I really can not tell you what it is. I do have a crush. Guess i have to find a new status quo. I guess i have to find a new friendship because this person has a top number 1 bff and that is not me so I guess I have to deal with it. XOXO-Trin.